Dear you,
First off I just want to say thanks to you too. You’re a huge reason why I enjoyed the past three years of my life. I want you to know that you were someone that made me the happiest guy in the world, and that I was always proud that you were mine.
Thank you for letting me catch you staring at me in the dance room at sophomore registration. Thank you for adding me on myspace. Thank you for letting me talk to you at the bowling alley. Thank you for taking me to yogurtlicious with you, even though your mom didn’t know me. Thank you for making me happy in my new school. Thanks for kissing me on the cheek at Queen Mary. Thank you for giving me tight hugs. Thank you for sending me long good-morning text messages. Thank you for letting me listen to your sleepy voice in the morning. Thank you for staying up with me until 4 a.m. the first time we talked on the phone. Thank you for making me think about life. Thank you for making me laugh and smile. Thank you for helping me in class and homework. Thank you for giving me those random notes at school just to make me feel better. Thank you for having cute photo-shoots with me. Thank you for giving me posters to hang up on my wall. Thank you for asking me to dances in creative ways. Thank you for giving me cute gifts on holidays and my birthday. Thank you for webcamming with me on lonely nights. Thank you for doing funny dances in the mirror with me. Thank you for letting me go to the beach with you. Thank you for wanting me to go to your house a lot. Thank you for watching movies with me, even if they were boring. Thank you for leaving me drafts to look at everyday. Thank you for helping me pick out my clothes when we would shop together. Thank you for holding my hand in my car while I drove during the night-time. Thank you for worrying about me when I was sick. Thank you for making me shirts for dances. Thank you for trying to be in the same classes with me. Thank you for leaving me random voice-mails to laugh about. Thank you for singing to me when I was falling asleep. Thank you for posting our pictures on your wall. Thank you for smiling when I felt sad. Thank you for still wearing the clothes I bought you. Thank you for being there when I was at my worst. Thank you for dealing with all my problems. Thank you for trying hard not to give up. Thank you for your courage to do what you did. Thank you for being patient. Thank you for loving me the way you did. Thank you for caring about me. Thank you for making me mature. Thank you for being loyal. Thank you for being trustworthy. Thank you for being strong. Thank you for motivating me to better myself. Thank you for making me feel lucky. Thank you for all the memories you’ve given me.
I expected this day to come for months, but I didn’t know how I would take it. Although I feel good knowing this was what you needed, I’m volatile right now. I feel okay with everything one minute, and in the next I just feel sad.
As long as you took a step closer to your happiness, then I’ll eventually be fine. I would rather have you move on from the sadness and stress you had with me. I’ll always love you because you were someone I cared deeply about and sacrificed so much for. I can’t imagine what the past three years would be like without you, and I’ll never have to. I will never regret the feelings and memories I shared with you. I will never regret the love I had for you, and that’s that. You’ll always have a place in my heart and I wish you all the success and happiness in the world. You’re beautiful, inside and out, and you’re capable to do great things. I can’t wait until things get better for you because I’m sure you’ll do whatever makes you happy from now on.
Just please promise me you won’t ever forget me, because I won’t forget you.
From, me.
